And what was one of your greatest concerns during your first week with the Gillespie family? She was always pleasant to my face, but not to my back and when we shook hands she was really cold. She insults me in such a cruel manner. My first impression was that they were very nice and kind and a very loving family to each other. Every time I think about Kris Gillespie, I think Beauty is only skin deep, but ugly is deep to the bone. However, the Holland is not happy and gets especially distressed when Joy confiscates his bacon wrapped Doritos Loco Taco, threatening to leave the household. We would sing stuff like Stevie Wonder 's "Isn't She Lovely," but throw fudge in there like, "Isn't Fudge Lovely" just to make it seem like we were working.